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My names Allison, I have many nicknames and they do not include “Al”. If you happen to do call me that, please don’t expect me to talk to you or have respect for you ever again.


Gossip. Gossip, is the thing I hate most in the world. Honestly, all you are doing is making someone feel bad to get your self-esteem higher, which I must say is rather disgusting. If you would do that to someone then I wonder what kind of person you are like. Plus, most of the time, “Gossip” is not true. It’s just rumors that get mislead. You know, it does hurt. It hurts a lot.


I have major trust issues. It really bothers me telling people this, but whatever. I have been misled by important people in my life an extreme number of times. The major thing that it taught me is that love does leave. It’s made me want to keep my mouth shut and just shut everything out. I just do not trust anyone anymore, let alone myself. If I ever do happen to trust someone it is extremely rare. I do tell people my problems but, that doesn’t mean that I may like them, trust them etc. It just means that yes, sometimes I do need to talk. Yes, I am aware that you’re going to go spill it to everyone all in school and online. But that’s okay. I’ll forgive you, it’s my fault that I told you all my secrets. But yet again, it’s human.

I do not like human interaction because 90% of the world’s population is shit. I would rather endure a wax every 20 minutes for the rest of my life then associate myself with most people. Maybe I just have high expectations oh well, get used to it because I’m not going to change.

I am an incredibly complex person. I have a tendency to get myself caught up in things that are none of my business and I don’t need to deal with. From the past experiences, I have realized that it does have its consequences. I do things my way, that’s how I was taught. But who doesn’t nowadays? But, I think of other people to much. I take their feelings to seriously and their comments. Most of the time, I take everything someone says about me to heart. It’s really hard for me to get over those things. I do not purposely hurt people for the sake of my own amusement, but I will admit I say things I don't mean.

Next year, I am going to an all girl’s private school hopefully. It’s in Greenfield a couple minutes from my house. But, if I do go I might also board to escape some family issues that have occurred. I want to graduate earlier then I am supposed to also. I want to get out of this town and away from these people. Consider it running away oh well, because I do. I want to move to California, become a writer, believe it or not. I love writing so much. It’s my way of letting things out and expressing my feelings. I’m not sure what kind of writer I would prefer to be. I know I’d enjoy writing novels and articles. I’ve been considering becoming an author but then also, an editor.

I do not support “cliques” at all. It’s all based on what you wear and what kind of music you listen to. People nowadays use music for popularity points. Really, that is pathetic. Music is an expression stop abusing it.

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